Roza Zergerli, known for her unique voice, imagery, and emotions in Azerbaijani art, recently performed at the "Friendship of Peoples" art palace in Tashkent and openly stated that she had decided to step away from the stage, but returned to creativity thanks to the song “Istedim”.
“Istedim” – a divine blow that invigorates the heart
Zergerli said in an interview:
“I wanted to prepare this song and keep it in my heart. But my daughter told me: 'Mom, this song will introduce you to the whole world. Let the people enjoy it.' Then I realized — this song was not just for me, but for thousands of hearts.”
The song's lyrics – about love, hardship, and patience
The lyrics of the song reflect genuine heartfelt emotions, longing, a need for love, and the last light of hope. Each line seems to be spoken from the heart:
“I only wanted your attention.
I wanted to be loved by you and always waited for you.
I needed your love. If only you knew.
If you came to me, it would be enough for me to at least feel your presence.
I gave you everything — my life, my time, and even the keys to my heart.
I wanted to be loved by you. I always waited for you and looked to the road.
I needed your love. If only you knew.
I dreamed of you coming to me. I would lean on you, just wanting to feel your presence.
Every time I looked to the road,
It seems like I see you, but then your image disappears.
Knowing you are loved is important.
But until you reach me, your “rose” wilts.
We are given only one life, why should we suffer it?
How could you break the person who gifted you their soul?
I am trying to suppress my feelings, but they still live within me.
If you only knew how hard it is to love without touching you.
I only wanted your attention.
I wanted to be loved by you and always waited for you.
I needed your love. I wanted you to be aware of this.
If you came to me, if I could feel your presence.
I gave you everything — my life, my time, and even the keys to my heart.
I wanted your love. I always waited for you, gazing at the road.
I needed your love. If only you could see.
If you could come to me, I would only want to feel your presence.”
According to fans, this song seems to bring out the secrets of every loving person's heart.
Returning to the stage – listening to the inner voice
According to Zergerli, she was not only silent in her creativity but also in life itself. However, “Istedim” awakened her inspiration:
“This song saved me from stopping. It led me back to the stage, to the hearts of people.”
The song is not just a melody – it is a letter, a plea, and a sigh
“Istedim” is not just a musical creation for Roza Zergerli, but an expression of lifelong emotions. In these lines, she appears not only as a woman necessary for love but also as the most genuine human being.
What do you think – has the song “Istedim” touched some sensitive feelings in your heart as well? How do you evaluate Roza Zergerli's return to the stage?
